Too many Questions

Taking the time to write daily seems so hard sometimes. I've fallen out of the habit of writing every morning in my journal which I think has not been very helpful. I still am afraid to really put pen to paper and write any of my stories. I have written an old scene or too when the mood has struck me. But nothing really serious, nothing that would make sense to anyone reading it who didn't already know some of the story. With all my projects I want to do now I feel I might be spreading myself to thin. How do I reach a balance? And how can I make myself write???